Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	Something random

Black light
The days have been moving along slowly and now I am going to be the one that follows them right out of this place. Im going back home to live with Niki due to the fact that she needs me and I really miss her. It feels weird not having her around. I also miss the smell of my house and the cats and the dog. It feels weird finding a home in some place then leavingbecause your stupid. I have found myself while Ive been out here,made some great friends and now its time that I move along. WOOT!
I have also addmitted to Gloria how I feel and I think that I will ALWAYS love her like that. She is a VERY important part of my life and I will always need her. Even if we arent talking or something stupid like that happens, I will always remember her as the one that made me feel normal. The one that took me in, held my hand and let cry on her shoulder. Now she has a girlfriend, and I am VERY happy for her , I just feel like things are changing between us and I dont want that to happen.I am scared of losing her . I am afraid that she is upset with me for being so wishy washy and that she will dive head first into this new love nad forget me. I am afraid of being left behind because it has happened so much. *sigh* When I waas with her, I did feel something, but I was so afraid of it that I ran away. Maybe something will happen in the future, or maybe we will continue to be best friends like this. Lets just find out.

My room is now a mess of dirty clothes, old food and pillows. I have trash upon every surface and REALLY need to fix that. >< I also need to get started packing ASAP and make sure that my crap is all together. Next Fruday I am moving back home and therefore if its not cleaned and done then I will be in bunches of trouble. I need to get more boxes and I think that I will collect the rest of the 'Viva La Bam' Series.

Yes it is off the subject but Niki bought it for me because it was in a half off sale! It was Thirty something dollers but still I got for it for Fifteen dollers. It also came with a really cute winter hat that I will wear when I want to! Muwhahahaha. It says Viva La Bam and its black and cuteness.
I finally got Em to watch it and she loves the show. I think that Bam is a cutie pie and she just likes the body. Lol. He does have a cute face and she likes that body. He has a wife however and he is rally nice to her. He may get on his mom's nerves but he brings her no bodily harm and saved his dads life. I hate Don Vito. I hope that he dies! Muwhahahahahahha DIE BASTARD DIE!!!!
I hope to finish getting the series. I have the second and third and I want to find the first! It also has the making of the HIM video! I love that band. It rox :D


At the moment I am watching something creepy and I really need to change it!
OH YEAH! I have decided the names that I want for children. Lillith, Travis and Landon.
Lets see what goes down.
Okee dokee.
I think that I am going to head off. My tummy is full of soup and its not pretty.

Peace and LOVE